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Rando thoughts in the middle of the night:

On: August 27, 2019

Ever wondered why the streets seemed more safe when we were kids? Do you remember when only like 3 stations existed on TV? Is there ever really anything worth watching on TV? Do you think technology has helped out society more than hurt it? Did curiosity really kill the cat?Continue Reading

Weird night left me feeling like I am a total piece of ass…

On: August 26, 2019

Tonight was a good night until Leo went to come upstairs to my room… he said I can’t really stay long but I figured I would come up for a while (wink wink) and I looked at him and said then you should really just leave now. He was angryContinue Reading

The drama starts again

On: August 26, 2019

As Friday came to an end I had blocked Natalie, my biological mom, and her daughters on FB to stop the mamma drama that had started because I wished Natalie a Happy Birthday. The kids, Leo, and myself had a wonderful weekend and last night was coming to an end.Continue Reading

My twins, babies, last born turned 6 today…

On: August 25, 2019

It was a wonderful day. This morning we all got up, Leo was here too, and we started the day in a rush! My 7 year old had cheer, the twins were 6, and it was set to be a wonderful by busy day! We all met up at OntarioContinue Reading

6 years ago tomorrow

On: August 24, 2019

Tomorrow is set to be a wonderful yet busy day so I wanted to post this today:January, 6 years ago, I was extremely sick. I had my cousins Nino and Jesselee over with all the family for homemade manicotti and a family day! I was so very ill. Everyone wasContinue Reading

Lets talk about the biological mamma drama

On: August 24, 2019

For starters lets discuss the back story… My biological Mom is Natalie. She didn’t graduate high school and didn’t finish the 11th grade. She was addicted to drugs and started using around 12-13 but possibly earlier from how our few conversations made it sound. She had me in 1978 theContinue Reading

Divorced But Still, Feel Married? Here’s How To Cut The Cord

On: August 23, 2019

August 23, 2019by Marisa Lupo Are you divorced but feel like the only thing that has changed is your address? Living in two separate households only to find that distance doesn’t always equal freedom? Have you just survived the worst time of your life by the skin of your teeth,Continue Reading

Want to feel like a complete slut?

On: August 23, 2019

It was a great night of course, yet again… Then all of us, including Leo, went to my house and bedtime ritual! Leo got in my bed and I was pleasantly surprised thinking WOW does he actually like it here? Oh but wait let me backtrack to earlier in theContinue Reading

Desperately trying to not fall more in love with that guy…

On: August 22, 2019

I have spent months trying so hard not to fall more in love with Leo but it is like every moment we spend together I want him more! This week I have been really sick and he tried to pickup the slack. He made me chicken soup and brought itContinue Reading

Sick day…

On: August 20, 2019

Well whatever the kids have been sick with has hit me! I have now spent ALL day long basically in bed sick to my stomach. Everything is achy, my tummy is hurty, my head is exploding, my fanny is sick! I need to feel better please!!!Continue Reading

Family dinner

On: August 18, 2019

Tonight Leo took me to his family dinner. His father puts on a large family dinner for his brother’s wedding anniversary every year. He picked me up and we went to Nick’s Seabreeze in Rochester, NY. It was a great evening of family fun and the food was pretty spectacular.Continue Reading

Strong Museum

On: August 17, 2019

Tagged: Local Museums, Museums, NY, Reviews, rochester, Rochester NY, Strong Museum, Strong National Museum of Play, Upstate NY

Strong National Museum of Play in Rochester, NY Our family has purchased a membership for several years now and has enjoyed playing here and viewing everything they have here. Today we all went and had a blast. There is always something you can do that feels and seems new evenContinue Reading

Exhausting Mom day…

On: August 17, 2019

Today was NOT the normal day for the kids… Ever since visitation has started with my ex they have gone crazy. Today was an extended version of the craziness. Everything is all over because of long drawn out tantrums, my car is wrecked from tantrums, I feel significantly wrecked todayContinue Reading

Jenna and I

On: August 16, 2019

Tagged: Blogging about everything, Jenna, Jenna and I, Video blog

Tonight I called Jenna a friend of mine and we spent hours debating about politics, life, sex, dating, media and everything in between! I love our long debates!Continue Reading

The phone call

On: August 16, 2019

Tagged: After thought phone call, Leo, summer of Leo

My last post was all about how you didn’t call. It was the end of my day around 11:30 or so and you had yet to call me and say goodnight. I figured you were asleep! 3 minutes to midnight the phone rang and it was you. Leo called whileContinue Reading

The funky smell covering my house today…

On: August 15, 2019

Tagged: Maggots, Mice, Nasty housing, Pines of Perinton, Rodents, Slum housing

Ever had a smell in your house that you couldn’t pinpoint where it was coming from and you were driven crazy by the smell? Well this morning when I walked downstairs into my living room I was hit in the face by a smell that brought me to a vergeContinue Reading

3d Printing Business

On: August 15, 2019

Tagged: 3d printing, 3d printing business, 3d prints

We are working really hard and going to be starting a 3d printing and engraving business within the next 2 months. Currently starting to do the research and test prints for what will be our standard bulk prints. I am excited about all of this! Our research shows there isContinue Reading

Started a seminar called: Make him worship you

On: August 12, 2019

So what is the scoop on this whole spiel? I am about to tell you and I am NOT paid by them to say anything… For starters this 265 or so pages is full of a TON of fluff. The first several pages are bull about what we will readContinue Reading

Crying today

On: August 11, 2019

Tagged: 40 something single mom and dating, 40 something single mom and hating the dating, can heartbreak cause actual heartbreak, Chemistry, constantly alone but dating, crushing my own heart, family, family cooking fun, Family fun, Finding love, Finding my filling, fucking, fucking a guy, Fun, fun in the kitchen, Games of the heart, getting fucked, Having a Family, having some fun, Heartbreak, I need love, I need time, investing in love, kiss, kisses, Lasting Relationships, Learning to love, Leo, Longing for something, love, Love Games, love is difficult when you are planning for the leave, Lust, mixed signals, need kisses, needing to be kissed, no time for me, Playing with my heart, Preparing to be hurt, promises, Protecting my heart, relationship, relationship goals, relationships that will not progress, sex, sex with a guy who doesnt want you, sex without heart, sex without love, summer flings, summer of Leo, talking, The Leave, Tragedy of the heart, trying to leash my feelings, Waiting, waiting for you, waiting for your love, waiting to be loved, Why dont you love me, wishing you would love me

I love your body. I love how you feel inside me. I love your lips! I love how our bodies make love, screw, fuck, have mind blowing sex… It is always so exciting, wonderful, explosive, emotional, and relieving!Continue Reading

Waking up next to you

On: August 10, 2019

Tagged: 40 something single mom and dating, 40 something single mom and hating the dating, a little bit of everything about my life, broken promises, can heartbreak cause actual heartbreak, constantly alone but dating, crushing my own heart, dating, dating a guy who just isnt into you, Dating as a single mom, Dating in 2010s, Dating in your 40s, Dating Sucks, Digital Relationships, Digital Relationships vs Real Life Relationships, Distant love, family, Finding love, Finding my filling, getting fucked, great sex, Having a Family, Heart, Heartbreak, hes just not that into you, how to destroy love for a person that hurts you, I need attention, I need love, I need time, investing in love, keeping my feelings on a leash, kiss, Lasting Relationships, learning the ropes of dating in your 40s, Learning to love, Lonely nights, Longing for something, love, Love Games, love is difficult when you are planning for the leave, need kisses, needing to be kissed, Neglected, neglectful relationship, Neglectful Relationships, nevering showing up, Playing with my heart, Preparing to be hurt, promises, Protecting my heart, relationship, relationship goals, relationships, relationships that will not progress, sex, sex with a guy who doesnt want you, sex without heart, sex without love, summer of Leo, The Leave, Tragedy of the heart, trying to leash my feelings, Waiting, waiting for you, waiting for your love, waiting to be loved, Why dont you love me, wishing you would love me

The day was emotional, long, full of heart filled conversation. Today was the closest I have ever felt to a happy and healthy family of my own and now I cannot sleep. It was a wonderful night and you are always amazing with my kids. Dinner at the table asContinue Reading

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