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The black pit of despair that is filled with an empty feeling caused such physical distress that my bodyContinue Reading
The black pit of despair that is filled with an empty feeling caused such physical distress that my bodyContinue Reading
Next thing I know there were multiple CPS workers at my home as I pulled into the driveway with my daughter. At first, I didn’t think anything of it because I had nothing to hide.Continue Reading
Yes, abortion rights are important! BUT… abortion is not something anyone should choose lightly. The physical and emotional long-term consequences are indescribable. Continue Reading
I have always prided myself on respecting other people’s privacy but I recently had a moment of violating the privacy of another. What happens when you violate a person’s privacy? You run the risk of finding out information that can emotionally hurt you! And here we are… I violate privacyContinue Reading
I know people who actually emotionally hurt me just by how they obsess over things on Facebook. I know that is a strange thing to say but how they react to things on Facebook causes me distress! For example, I know this guy who is in his late 40s, heContinue Reading
Here is a tiny run down of what has been going on here: * Finishing the move * My son got his tonsils and adenoids removed * I got my wisdom teeth pulled and experienced an infection and dry socket * Unpacking a ton * Ups and downs of beingContinue Reading
All of my friends tell me I am not lonely. My therapist tells me I am angry, and it makes the loneliness feel bigger. My Ma always said I am not lonely because I have all my kids. I have always had moments of feeling alone. I have experienced relationshipsContinue Reading
I have spent 40 some odd years insisting I am moral and honest but in actuality, I have been keeping so many secrets all my life… Let the purge begin… * My 1st cousin tried to stick something in me sexually when we were 12. * When I was 10Continue Reading
After my recent diagnosis of bipolar, I have now been put on medication to help stabilize my moods. Meds are Oxycarbazepine for mood swings and hydroxyzine for anxiety. I hate the idea of taking any medications let alone mood-related chemicals. If I am being honest I am scared to loseContinue Reading
I have always thought my priorities were in check until the past few months when I began wondering if maybe I have had them all wrong. I saw my life as a set of priorities that started with Family! Priorities: Family (including the LTG if he exists) – I believeContinue Reading
Leo sees a therapist which I support and cheer for but I wish he would also discuss things with me after therapy. WHY you ask? Not because I feel it is my business or anything but because when he leaves therapy he acts very strange towards me. Example is yesterday…Continue Reading
It is so funny because when I was younger I never dated and then when I was in a relationship it was never about the long-term guy for my life. I dated more for fun if I dated and I NEVER thought about longevity of a relationship. Funny thing thatContinue Reading
Last night I decided to start researching for traveling. I have always wanted to travel because it is something I really love. I borrowed these books:Continue Reading
Have you ever had things you didn’t want to say out loud about your feelings? Feelings that are so deeply ingrained in your soul that no matter how much therapy, how much discussion, how much you try to get it out it is still sitting there lingering all over yourContinue Reading
Emotions are a strange thing when you are in your 40’s. If you are chemically balanced, which I am not, it is still difficult for more females because some many things are starting to change in your body as well as in your mind. For starters your life is halfContinue Reading
My son, 20 year old, came into my room tonight overly excited that his apartment was approved and he would be moving next week! I am going to explain the two pieces of myself that were in this situation. Part 1: Mom part This part of my was thrilled andContinue Reading
Ever wondered why the streets seemed more safe when we were kids? Do you remember when only like 3 stations existed on TV? Is there ever really anything worth watching on TV? Do you think technology has helped out society more than hurt it? Did curiosity really kill the cat?Continue Reading
Tonight was a good night until Leo went to come upstairs to my room… he said I can’t really stay long but I figured I would come up for a while (wink wink) and I looked at him and said then you should really just leave now. He was angryContinue Reading
As Friday came to an end I had blocked Natalie, my biological mom, and her daughters on FB to stop the mamma drama that had started because I wished Natalie a Happy Birthday. The kids, Leo, and myself had a wonderful weekend and last night was coming to an end.Continue Reading
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