Someone said recently that you cannot expect anyone to read what you write if you are still hiding.
That hit me so hard because I am always hiding who I really am, hiding some of the horrors that I have experienced, my name, my real truth.
I am unsure if I can be completely real with anyone other than my therapist because of the fears my truth causes me.
If I am 100%… how will people look at me, what will they think of me, will I be shunned, could people try to take away my joys… I know that I am completely terrified but am no longer willing to hide from any of myself.
I am not quite sure how I will organize my posts if I will at all. They might all just be when and where they come about whatever topics. No set and sure timeline.