March 2019

LOL, well I have officially reached girlfriend status and it felt more like I was pulling his teeth. He is the first and only guy in my entire dating life that has NOT seemed to really want to be my boyfriend! WTF is that? Is he too good for meContinue Reading

In the Rochester, NY area we have an organization called SPCC (The society for the protection and care of children) which have a program referred to as Therapeutic Visitation. This type of visitation was court ordered for my kids in order for them to have any visits with their dad.Continue Reading

Today Leo said he loves me. Am I a complete asshole for #1 not believing him and #2 I love him? I want to just jump completely in with him but all I have heard since Val is that he has been really crushed in his past relationships and needsContinue Reading

So I came up with a new term today: Doing a Medusa! I was talking to a friend of mine and trying to explain to her what it is like in my head and the visualization of it reminded me of Medusa and how she has all of those snakesContinue Reading

After a ton of soul searching and thinking I made a firm choice to let Val go. I am unsure I can forget but I am working on forgiving. My thought process is this: I wanted to self destruct our relationship at least a dozen times before he hit theContinue Reading

Last month I met this guy name Leon (Leo) and we started “dating”. We discussed that we were exclusive and I spent a few nights at his place and he also spent a few nights at my place. We have also gone on several dates. We have gone out aboutContinue Reading

In January I met a guy named Leon.  We started talking on Plenty of Fish.  Weird huh? We started seeing each other and although I thought we were exclusive he slept with an ex-girlfriend Valarie a few weeks after we started going out on dates and having sex.   IContinue Reading

Today I went in for an easy surgical procedure to remove several masses from under my scalp. It was nerve racking especially since I just found out in the middle of the night that Leo is a fucking cheating bastard. More on that tomorrow…Continue Reading