Thinking about doing some traveling
2019-08-29
Last night I decided to start researching for traveling. I have always wanted to travel because it is something I really love. I borrowed these books:Continue Reading
Inside me
2019-08-28
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Have you ever had things you didn’t want to say out loud about your feelings? Feelings that are so deeply ingrained in your soul that no matter how much therapy, how much discussion, how much you try to get it out it is still sitting there lingering all over yourContinue Reading
Depression at 40 something with 5 kids
2019-08-28
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Emotions are a strange thing when you are in your 40’s. If you are chemically balanced, which I am not, it is still difficult for more females because some many things are starting to change in your body as well as in your mind. For starters your life is halfContinue Reading
My 20 year old son is finally moving out…
2019-08-27
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My son, 20 year old, came into my room tonight overly excited that his apartment was approved and he would be moving next week! I am going to explain the two pieces of myself that were in this situation. Part 1: Mom part This part of my was thrilled andContinue Reading
Rando thoughts in the middle of the night:
2019-08-27
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Ever wondered why the streets seemed more safe when we were kids? Do you remember when only like 3 stations existed on TV? Is there ever really anything worth watching on TV? Do you think technology has helped out society more than hurt it? Did curiosity really kill the cat?Continue Reading
Weird night left me feeling like I am a total piece of ass…
2019-08-26
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Tonight was a good night until Leo went to come upstairs to my room… he said I can’t really stay long but I figured I would come up for a while (wink wink) and I looked at him and said then you should really just leave now. He was angryContinue Reading
The drama starts again
2019-08-26
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As Friday came to an end I had blocked Natalie, my biological mom, and her daughters on FB to stop the mamma drama that had started because I wished Natalie a Happy Birthday. The kids, Leo, and myself had a wonderful weekend and last night was coming to an end.Continue Reading
My twins, babies, last born turned 6 today…
2019-08-25
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It was a wonderful day. This morning we all got up, Leo was here too, and we started the day in a rush! My 7 year old had cheer, the twins were 6, and it was set to be a wonderful by busy day! We all met up at OntarioContinue Reading
6 years ago tomorrow
2019-08-24
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Tomorrow is set to be a wonderful yet busy day so I wanted to post this today:January, 6 years ago, I was extremely sick. I had my cousins Nino and Jesselee over with all the family for homemade manicotti and a family day! I was so very ill. Everyone wasContinue Reading
Lets talk about the biological mamma drama
2019-08-24
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For starters lets discuss the back story… My biological Mom is Natalie. She didn’t graduate high school and didn’t finish the 11th grade. She was addicted to drugs and started using around 12-13 but possibly earlier from how our few conversations made it sound. She had me in 1978 theContinue Reading
Divorced But Still, Feel Married? Here’s How To Cut The Cord
2019-08-23
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August 23, 2019by Marisa Lupo Are you divorced but feel like the only thing that has changed is your address? Living in two separate households only to find that distance doesn’t always equal freedom? Have you just survived the worst time of your life by the skin of your teeth,Continue Reading
Want to feel like a complete slut?
2019-08-23
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It was a great night of course, yet again… Then all of us, including Leo, went to my house and bedtime ritual! Leo got in my bed and I was pleasantly surprised thinking WOW does he actually like it here? Oh but wait let me backtrack to earlier in theContinue Reading
Desperately trying to not fall more in love with that guy…
2019-08-22
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I have spent months trying so hard not to fall more in love with Leo but it is like every moment we spend together I want him more! This week I have been really sick and he tried to pickup the slack. He made me chicken soup and brought itContinue Reading
Sick day…
2019-08-20
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Well whatever the kids have been sick with has hit me! I have now spent ALL day long basically in bed sick to my stomach. Everything is achy, my tummy is hurty, my head is exploding, my fanny is sick! I need to feel better please!!!Continue Reading
Exhausting Mom day…
2019-08-17
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Today was NOT the normal day for the kids… Ever since visitation has started with my ex they have gone crazy. Today was an extended version of the craziness. Everything is all over because of long drawn out tantrums, my car is wrecked from tantrums, I feel significantly wrecked todayContinue Reading
Jenna and I
2019-08-16
Tonight I called Jenna a friend of mine and we spent hours debating about politics, life, sex, dating, media and everything in between! I love our long debates!Continue Reading
The phone call
2019-08-16
My last post was all about how you didn’t call. It was the end of my day around 11:30 or so and you had yet to call me and say goodnight. I figured you were asleep! 3 minutes to midnight the phone rang and it was you. Leo called whileContinue Reading
The funky smell covering my house today…
2019-08-15
Ever had a smell in your house that you couldn’t pinpoint where it was coming from and you were driven crazy by the smell? Well this morning when I walked downstairs into my living room I was hit in the face by a smell that brought me to a vergeContinue Reading
3d Printing Business
2019-08-15
We are working really hard and going to be starting a 3d printing and engraving business within the next 2 months. Currently starting to do the research and test prints for what will be our standard bulk prints. I am excited about all of this! Our research shows there isContinue Reading
Crying today
2019-08-11
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I love your body. I love how you feel inside me. I love your lips! I love how our bodies make love, screw, fuck, have mind blowing sex… It is always so exciting, wonderful, explosive, emotional, and relieving!Continue Reading