This was my first night without you in years… I am in excruciating pain. Feeling so deeply wounded. So sick. I have been vomiting and having painful diarrhea for almost 24 hours. I miss you! I miss our 5 billion moments together every day and night!
As I have watched Leon pack all week long I am looking around my empty bedroom and so deeply hurting! I already miss him more than I ever thought possible and he is still here until tomorrow! Please tell me things will work out and we will build a beautiful
My son, 24 this past January, moved out last night. Just for the details: My son is Autistic, abusive towards me, irresponsible, and 24. Several years ago he moved out with my love and support. I even continued to pay his phone bill and go to his apartment and wake
Every year for the past few years we have all gone to Seabreeze amusement park as a big family adventure. Leon’s dad treats and it is a blast. This year was really interesting because his dad isn’t speaking to me. It was really uncomfortable to try and speak to someone
Tomorrow morning I will start a new weight loss trial. Attempting to get my physical stuff back to where it was before I had kids, got sick, and gained weight that has made me miserable. My doctor has put me on phentermine 15 mgs once a day starting tomorrow am.
Tonight a friend that I have known for a few years and was my old neighbor messaged me. He said hey whatcha doing? Would you like some company? I was so excited at the thought I temporarily forgot that I don’t really like hanging out with him because he has
My Facebook post today: Way too much emotion in 1 day! 😊😂😭😡🤬🤪😲 LOL My son had pre-k graduation and it was emotional. How did my kids grow up so fast? It was a blink of an eye and they are about to be 5, 5, 7, 20, and 22! I
Tonight I went to put my glasses on and they fell right apart in my hands. The search will be on in the morning for a place to either get them fixed or get new ones. I cannot see anything without them and walking is almost impossible. Fingers crossed and
Oh boy some of this has been a lot harder so I am thinking I should edit some of the challenges to allow me more success and room for moving up. So, I will be updating this challenge within the next day to start over more reasonable goal to start
This challenge is by far going to be the most difficult. It already is showing difficult in my discussions. My friends are always cracking sex jokes and I banter along with them all. I found myself getting into a few of these discussions. Other than that I am doing well
Today, 6/12/18, has been a pretty productive walking and physically active day! I met my daughter at the park for picnic day with her school. We did a lot of walking, playing catch, blowing bubbles, and being active! I am around 1800 steps today between everything and some of those
30,000 steps in a week. Monitored by my watch and possibly more steps after this amount is accomplished. This will keep me physically active and feeling better inside myself. My calculations show me that to accomplish this for a week I would need to walk about 2,100 steps a day.