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Concert night!

On: July 5, 2019

Tagged: 40 something single mom and dating, 40 something single mom and hating the dating, a little bit of everything about my life, all the funny crazy things that happen when you are a single mom trying to date in your 40s, Bucket list, CMAC, communication, concert, dating, dating a guy who just isnt into you, Dating as a single mom, Dating in 2010s, Dating in your 40s, Dating Sucks, Fun, getting out of the house, hating dating, Hating the dating, having some fun, hear you me, Heart, Jimmy eat world, Jimmy Eat World - Hear You Me, Jimmy Eat World - Hear You Me for my Ma, learning the ropes of dating in your 40s, Learning to love, Leo, Longing for something, ra ra riot, single mom, single mom dating, single mom trying to date, summer flings, summer fun, summer gods tour, summer gods tour 2019, summer of Leo, third eye blind

Third Eye Blind, Jimmy Eat World, and Ra Ra Riot were the artists playing! I was mostly excited to see Jimmy Eat World because the song I dedicate to my Ma is by them. Jimmy Eat World – Hear You Me Well Leo was late arriving at my house butContinue Reading

3rd of July ring of fire excitement…

On: July 4, 2019

In: Personal

Tagged: 3 steps forward and 2 steps back, 40 something single mom and dating, 40 something single mom and hating the dating, 4th of July, all the funny crazy things that happen when you are a single mom trying to date in your 40s, Begin Again, can heartbreak cause actual heartbreak, Chemistry, Chrissy, communication, dating a guy who just isnt into you, Dating as a single mom, Dating in 2010s, Dating in your 40s, Dating Sucks, family, Family Fireworks, Family fun, Family night out, Finding love, Finding my filling, Fireworks, Fourth of July, Fun, getting married, getting out of the house, goals, great laughs, great sex, hard to love, hating dating, Hating the dating, Having a Family, having some fun, Heartbreak, hes just not that into you, honesty, how to destroy love for a person that hurts you, investing in love, kiss, kisses, lack of communication, Lasting Relationships, learning the ropes of dating in your 40s, Learning to love, Leo, life goals, Longing for something, love, Love Games, love is difficult when you are planning for the leave, marriage, marriage and family, mixed signals, need kisses, needing to be kissed, Neglected, neglectful relationship, Neglectful Relationships, Playing with my heart, Preparing to be hurt, Protecting my heart, redirection, relationship, relationship goals, Respect, ring of fire, sex, sex with a guy who doesnt want you, sex with no orgasm, single mode, single mom, single mom dating, single mom trying to date, summer flings, summer fun, summer of Leo, talking, The Leave, Trust

It has been a straining several days and I wasn’t looking forward to the awkward drive from my house to the lake 50 minutes away with Leo and the kids. Leo has been avoiding relationship discussions for weeks now and as we are at the 6 month period I feltContinue Reading

Waiting

On: June 18, 2019

In: Personal

Tagged: 40 something single mom and dating, Begin Again, being lied to, broken promises, can heartbreak cause actual heartbreak, constantly alone but dating, crushing my own heart, dating, dating a guy who just isnt into you, Dating in 2010s, Dating in your 40s, Dating Sucks, Distant love, Finding my filling, Games of the heart, hard to love, hating dating, Hating the dating, Heartbreak, hes just not that into you, I need attention, I need love, I need time, investing in love, Leo, Lies, Lonely nights, Longing for something, love, Love Games, love is difficult when you are planning for the leave, mixed signals, need kisses, needing to be kissed, Neglected, neglectful relationship, Neglectful Relationships, nevering showing up, no call, no time for me, Playing with my heart, promises, relationship, relationship goals, summer of Leo, Tragedy of the heart, Waiting, waiting for you, waiting for your love, waiting to be loved, you are nonexistent

I keep waiting for you to show up.Waiting for you to show your love for me.Hoping that how I show up for you will be how you show up for me.Promises that you will call and then no calls received.Promises that you will show up and spend time with meContinue Reading

Alone again

On: June 17, 2019

In: Personal

What good is being in a relationship with someone when I end up alone every night? I feel like I am still seeing Joe! Always something better to do than to spend time with me. Always more important things going on. More priorities that are on the list while IContinue Reading

Bad day with Leo

On: June 15, 2019

In: Personal

Tagged: 40 something single mom and dating, Begin Again, being lied to, broken promises, can heartbreak cause actual heartbreak, constantly alone but dating, crushing my own heart, dating, dating a guy who just isnt into you, Dating in 2010s, Dating in your 40s, Dating Sucks, Distant love, Finding my filling, fucking, fucking a guy, Games of the heart, getting fucked, hard to love, hating dating, Hating the dating, Heartbreak, hes just not that into you, I need attention, I need love, I need time, investing in love, keeping my feelings on a leash, Leo, Lies, Lonely nights, Longing for something, love, Love Games, love is difficult when you are planning for the leave, mixed signals, need kisses, needing to be kissed, Neglected, neglectful relationship, Neglectful Relationships, nevering showing up, no call, no time for me, Playing with my heart, promises, relationship, relationship goals, relationships that will not progress, sex, sex without heart, sex without love, summer of Leo, Tragedy of the heart, trying to leash my feelings, Waiting, waiting for you, waiting for your love, waiting to be loved, Why dont you love me, wishing you would love me, you are nonexistent

Today I left him alone knowing that he had 3 lacrosse games for Elyjah in Canandaigua and then when I heard from him it was very short sounding so I replied in kind. He was very upset and when I dropped by around 9:30pm to give him the Father’s DayContinue Reading

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