Well so far so good on this challenge… I have had Joe blocked since yesterday midday. I haven’t checked the blocked folder on my phone to read the messages. I haven’t unblocked him because I was lonely and wanted someone to talk to.
I have also blocked Anthony and Brian on my phone. While I will be unblocking Brian sometime this week to return his drill I will be unfriending him on facebook today. It feels good to not be worried about any of these people though! So, full day #2 tomorrow. I got this!
Today is Thursday the 14th of June and so far I am not doing too bad. I saw Anthony called but it was blocked so although I felt bad and tempted to call him I did not. I didn’t text or call. I left it alone. Joe has also been texting me like crazy but I haven’t been responding. Brian has now been completely blocked and he is not bothering me so I am okay with that as well.
Today is Friday the 15th and I have managed to hold it together and not read any blocked messages. I have also kept myself from contacting anyone on my list. I have everyone unfriended, blocked, and I am sticking to it. I can do this eventhough it is emotionally difficult at times. I find myself struggling with some things going on in my life and they make me run towards the negative people in my life. It is as if I deserve to be shit on when I am struggling. Like a mechanism that was ingrained in my mind growing up because of all of the abuse. I will keep working towards a better, healthier, happier me!