Personal (Page 5)

Last night while at the movies with Leo I became very sad when the movie became very romantic.  It has me curious about myself as a gal in the dating world.  Is it possible that because of events in my past I might be unrealistically trapped in teenage date land? Continue Reading

Yesterday was a beautiful day with the weather around 80 degrees and sunny.  Leo came over last night and helped me with the gas for the grill.  He ran out and exchanged it for me and it was $21 but he said not to worry about it.  Then him andContinue Reading

Tonight when Leo finally called me back I asked him if he wanted to go to the movies at 9 pm to see the new Seth Rogan Comedy – Long Shot. He ordered the tickets and so I guess we are meeting there and going to see a movie togetherContinue Reading

Leo came over this Friday night and ended up staying over. Saturday was long but alright.  We all went around the corner to Steve’s for breakfast.  Leo had a difficult time at breakfast after the covered his food with gravy and he didn’t like it that way.  He got allContinue Reading

It is hard, frustrating, aggravating, disappointing, and hurtful that Leo is always saying: I will call you in a bit I will text you later about it I will talk to you later tonight It is really unclear how he feels about me at times… I do see that heContinue Reading

Well, last night he did his typical bullshit lack of communication… No text, call, or any type of contact after he left work.  I am not supposed to feel ditched, bad, neglected, or angry about this type of shit!!!  Seriously?!? I am glad that I am owning my feelings aboutContinue Reading

Tonight I am going to pick up Leo…  he has to drop his car off at the shop to have some work done.  I picked Leo up at 6:30 pm at Zeibarts in Henrietta and then we proceeded to the Garlic Pit in Webster for dinner.  He ordered the chickenContinue Reading

Today I went on a field trip with Jordan’s class to Mendon Ponds Park.  It was a very nice morning and I enjoyed learning about all of the animals.   Leo and I spoke on the phone for almost 3 hours straight without interruption this afternoon.  We discussed a tonContinue Reading

Yesterday morning after going to the cemetery I decided to take the plunge and go speak with my father.  He didn’t seem to like the conversation all that well but I walked out of his office feeling very accomplished!  He did ask me if we could have a relationship.  IContinue Reading

Last night Leo showed up and surprised me! We went to CVS to grab a photo surprise that I had ordered for him. It was a beautiful collage of him and Elyjah for him to put in a frame for his nightstand. He seemed like he liked it. Then heContinue Reading

Last week (the week leading up to Easter Sunday):  He was too tired to come over every single night of the week.  He went home every night and went to bed early every single night.  Sunday night:  I asked him to come over and spend time with me.  He calledContinue Reading

I slept most of the day feeling pretty exhausted and not quite like myself.  When I finally started to wake up and get moving my hands were completely swollen feeling and hard to use for anything.  My head had a large-sized numb area…  top, rear, and a bit to theContinue Reading

What is keeping me up all night long right now? What is the traditional path of dating?  I guess I just can’t stop wondering how Leo really feels about me?  Does he really love me or how does he really feel?  How do we change the path we are onContinue Reading

When I awoke this morning I could very clearly remember my dream that turned into a nightmare!   Leo and I were together and he surprised me with a wedding proposal!  I was overjoyed and beyond in love with him and excited to say yes! Then all of a suddenContinue Reading

Some entries are half-written thoughts. Not because I do not want to finish writing a specific entry but because I think of a secondary topic that I want to get down on paper immediately.  For example this entry… When the movie Cheaper by the Dozen starts I always get aContinue Reading