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The less I talk = the further from the relationship I am

On: August 3, 2019

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I am a very verbal person and I don’t pull any punches about that fact. I need that verbal connection and I need it regularly. I honestly tell everyone that the more I feel unable to communicate with a person the more out of the relationship I will be. LeoContinue Reading

Heart monitor on and logging…

On: July 1, 2019

In: Personal

Tagged: checking my heart, Heart, heart logging, heart monitor

Today I was sent to get a heart monitor put on. I hate these things but they are supposed to help log the different oddities that happen with a heart while you are wearing it. Over the past month or so I have experienced a significant increase in heart palpitations.Continue Reading