Someone said recently that you cannot expect anyone to read what you write if you are still hiding. That hit me so hard because I am always hiding who I really am, hiding some of the horrors that I have experienced, my name, my real truth. I am unsure if
As a single mom of 5 kids I have spent most of my life being exactly that… Single and a Mom My youngest kids were born in 2013 a set of b/g twins and I am finally starting to learn and grow as a completely single mom of 5. Until
Today was still a pretty emotional day and very draining. I found the birth certificates but have also spent the day fighting with the school district in Fairport NY. Tomorrow I will finally make progress I hope with the school district here! I am going to go get these records
Today felt like everything was going wrong. I am actually ready to cry myself to sleep tonight! I guess we should start with the email I received from Spectrum. (Note: When I called them to have services moved they told me it would be over a month before they could
Well today was pretty fun and adventurous but also expensive! We went several towns over, drove around, and stopped at a few stores including BBB, Michaels, Target, Publix, and Walmart! We bought pans, crafts, a few household items, groceries, and a few other personal items! It was a $600 day!
Unpacking a lot still today! I am frustrated that Leon is doing all of the driving as if I am the puppy in the passenger seat. I am so hating being driven around by anyone! Someone driving me gives me nightmares about being trapped, being a hostage, and just causes
Cheers to the first full day in Spring Hill, TN! We arrived last night around 5 pm and the house is beautiful! I pre-hired unloading men using the Uhaul app yesterday because I saw how tired we were and worried we would need things buried in the truck. They showed
Was put on an emergency dose of Bupropion HCL XL 150 MG to try and help the sinkhole I have started to emotionally sink into. Some people are a bit worried about me and because I am very self-aware I am worried myself so I agreed to take this pill
My life is no longer full of you.All that remains are empty spaces.Holes from a family, life, and love that existed but you threw away. My heartbreak is endless, excruciating, and breathtaking.
This was my first night without you in years… I am in excruciating pain. Feeling so deeply wounded. So sick. I have been vomiting and having painful diarrhea for almost 24 hours. I miss you! I miss our 5 billion moments together every day and night!
As I have watched Leon pack all week long I am looking around my empty bedroom and so deeply hurting! I already miss him more than I ever thought possible and he is still here until tomorrow! Please tell me things will work out and we will build a beautiful
In the past week, everything has gotten HUGE! Leon is leaving this week and moving to Tennessee. My friend is moving. My other friend is away for a while supporting her son who is having a heart transplant. Leon’s family is really alienating me. My transmission is about to die…
My son, 24 this past January, moved out last night. Just for the details: My son is Autistic, abusive towards me, irresponsible, and 24. Several years ago he moved out with my love and support. I even continued to pay his phone bill and go to his apartment and wake
excited to receive this new phone and ran the setup/transfer as fast as I could. I found that the setup and transfer was easier and faster than ever before. It was super. The screen on this phone is superb. The processing speed in comparison to the Samsung Galaxy Note 20 Ultra 5G is negligible, to me! This phone is lacking any storage upgrade possibility. Phones before allowed sd cards to give more storage space this phone will allow you to purchase in these storage sizes: 256 gigs, 512 gigs, or 1 TB
Next thing I know there were multiple CPS workers at my home as I pulled into the driveway with my daughter. At first, I didn’t think anything of it because I had nothing to hide.
who I am, where I am, and why I might be doing this. Talking about my life, writing about my life, and sharing it with the public
My family vs His family I come from an extremely dysfunctional family, and you can’t ever tell how dysfunctional until you are outside of it, looking in. In my family. My mother was a sexually deviant drug addict, and we are talking. Everything: cocaine, speed, pot… You know everything. My
is the irrational fear of confined spaces. Claustrophobia is often caused by a traumatic event experienced during early childhood. For example, adults may develop claustrophobia if, as a child, they: were trapped or kept in a confined space. were bullied or abused.Claustrophobia Claustrophobia is one of the most common phobias.
I am hurting emotionally. I just want to cry and go to bed but with all my kids relying on me for parenting, I am pushing myself to have a fun night with the kids.