August 10, 2019 - Everything and the Kitchen Sink...

Waking up next to you

On: August 10, 2019

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The day was emotional, long, full of heart filled conversation. Today was the closest I have ever felt to a happy and healthy family of my own and now I cannot sleep. It was a wonderful night and you are always amazing with my kids. Dinner at the table asContinue Reading