June 17, 2019 - Everything and the Kitchen Sink...

J & C Debates

On: June 17, 2019

Today after over 4 hours of debating on the phone with Jenna we are discussing starting a YouTube channel for our debates. This is really exciting! I hope that we actually at least try it a few times. It could be fun, exciting, interesting… money making! Yeeeehaw!Continue Reading

Alone again

On: June 17, 2019

In: Personal

Tagged: 40 something single mom and dating, Begin Again, being lied to, broken promises, can heartbreak cause actual heartbreak, constantly alone but dating, crushing my own heart, dating, dating a guy who just isnt into you, Dating in 2010s, Dating in your 40s, Dating Sucks, Distant love, Finding my filling, Games of the heart, hard to love, hating dating, Hating the dating, Heartbreak, hes just not that into you, I need attention, I need love, I need time, investing in love, Leo, Lies, Lonely nights, Longing for something, love, Love Games, love is difficult when you are planning for the leave, mixed signals, need kisses, needing to be kissed, Neglected, neglectful relationship, Neglectful Relationships, nevering showing up, no call, no time for me, Playing with my heart, promises, relationship, relationship goals, summer of Leo, Tragedy of the heart, Waiting, waiting for you, waiting for your love, waiting to be loved, you are nonexistent

What good is being in a relationship with someone when I end up alone every night? I feel like I am still seeing Joe! Always something better to do than to spend time with me. Always more important things going on. More priorities that are on the list while IContinue Reading

Me in some of my drawings

On: June 17, 2019

In: Personal

My brains compartmentalization and how it is represented in drawing format. This is on a small scale. Some are completely empty waiting to be filled with situations I do not want to ever look at, think about, or see. Others are already filled and teetering on the top or bottomContinue Reading