I decided to start an online journal to track my thoughts, growth, emotional changes, situational habits, stressors, and different things that are going on with the kids that might be causing me to have a hard time.
I have found that since the kids started discussing the possibility of visits with dad they have become extremely verbally and physically abusive towards me. I am lacking behavior modification techniques that help with what they are doing and how they are treating me. I will try to make notes and keep track of the different things that I try and different behaviors they display.