| Written around 2001-2003 | |||
| A | A guy I dated and grew up with. | Anthony | |
| AD | A more recent friend of mine who I only met a few years ago. She is a great mother and fun friend. We go out every so often which is nice. We go get drinks and stuff plus her daughter is great friend with my daughter and so we have a lot of family time together with the kids and adults | Amy Doyle | |
| ADC | My aunt on my father’s side of the family. She is older than my dad. | Aunt Donna | |
| ARoo | My son with “B” | Andrew | |
| AS | The wife of “SS” and mother of “SS2” | Ann | |
| B | The guy I married and had children with. | Brett | |
| Barko | A guy who works for my “DAD” and is a smelly guy but has a huge heart. | Darko | |
| C | ME! 🙂 | Me | |
| CA | My cable guy as well as a good friend for many years. | Chris Alden | |
| CD | The girl that “B” cheated on me with and then married. | Carrie Baldwin | |
| CDH | Was married to “CD” until they divorced so “CD” could marry “B” | Christopher Dwello | |
| CH cutie | Who is my sister | Cortnie | |
| CP | Who is my sister and she is around 17 right now | ||
| DAD | Like the name, he is my dad. | Dad | |
| DP | She is a nasty person in my life. She was once my neighbor and I tried to be her friend. She made me miserable and she tried to ruin my life. She was jealous of the little that I had and decided to take it all from me. | Dominica Panniccia | |
| GA | My grandfather “A” who I just met for the first time this year. | Grandpa Adams | |
| GP | My grandmother who is absent just like my parents. | Grandma Pringle | |
| HB | The older sister of “B” | Heather Baldwin | |
| I | Although you were married to “A” you and I became great friends. You really bring out the hot Italian Biatch in me. I love the zest you add to my life when you are around. You get me speaking Italian and feeling like I am a teenager. You bring out the mafia side of my life and that is always exciting and sexy. I love being in the mob roll. You were the best friend I could have had when my dreams of a life with “A” died. I am glad that in the end you and I are still friends who can have our Italian chats and laugh without a soul knowing what we are talking about. “I” – She is a hot hot hot chick! I am not a lesbian but if I was I would be all over her. She is a hot Italian dish. 🙂 | Irene | |
| J | He is the guy I have been dating for 6 years now. He is the guy I write about a lot of the time and he is the guy who recently proposed. <– Which was exciting. I left “J” empty until now for who knows what reason. I can’t believe that I forgot to put him on this list. BUT, here he is finally and lastly. MORE TO COME AGAIN LATER… | John | |
| JAM | She is my sister and is around 19 years old now I think | Jenny Mathis | |
| JAP | She is my sister who is around 13 years old | Julia | |
| JB | She is a long time best friend of mine who worked for my dad. | Jeri Buys | |
| JC | Married to the former “RW”. He is brilliant and good hearted human being. | John Ceballo | |
| JH | Was “S” best friend for a long time and around while “S” and I dated. | Jeremy Hollick | |
| JM | He is my brother and is around 21 years old now I think | Josh Mathis | |
| JP | He is my brother who is around 15 years old | Joseph | |
| JZ | The cousin of “J” and also works for my “DAD” | John Zicari | |
| LG | Who is a great friend of mine for many years. She has been there for me no matter what and always stood by my side no matter how hard things were. She is great! I think of her with the fondest thoughts | Lisa Gerritse | |
| LS | Was a great friend of mine for many years. She used to be “L” but was demoted to “LS” because I have another “L” in my life who is very valuable and current. “LS” was always a person I wanted to be and wished for her life. She always seemed so perfect and on track. | Lindsay Sanger | |
| Mantha | My daughter with “B” | Samantha | |
| MC | The mother of “J” and aunt of “JZ” | Marge Czerwiec | |
| MM | Is the first husband of “R” | Mike Mathis | |
| MOM | She is my mother. You will hear more about her later. | Mom | |
| MP | Who is my brother and he is 19 right now I think | Mike Pudetti | |
| R | My 3rd and current Step-mother. | Robin | |
| R2 | The best friend of “R” and BTW they have the same name in real life. | Robin Kukala (sp) | |
| RW-C | Used to be “RW” until she got married to “JC” | Rachel White | |
| S | My first love. I dated him for a long time. | Steve | |
| SB | The father of “HB” & “B” | Stewart Baldwin | |
| SS | An old friend who we all can’t stand because he is stupid. | Sam Samuel | |
| SS2 | The daughter of “SS” | Samantha Samuel | |
| SSShit | A guy who works for my “DAD” and is a self-centered ass. | Siedenjerk | |
| TH | Who is my other sister | Tiffinee | |
| V | Girl “B” dated before him and I got together. They did have a son together. | Venus Avenel Loveless | |
| WS | The mother of “B” | Wendy Sackett | |
| ZS | The son of “SS” & “AS” and brother of “SS2” | Alexander Samuel |
| JP & “JAP” are the children of “DAD” & “R” |
| MP – Is my brother but not my brother. His mother and father are “D” & “R” but my father adopted him right after he was born because he married “D” |
| CP – Is my sister and the sister of “MP”. She is the daughter of “DAD” & “D” |
| Neither of JM or JAM are my blood siblings but I grew up with them for a long time so I consider them my brother and sister. They are the children of “R” & “MM” |
| “CH cutie” & “TH” are the children of my “MOM” and her ex-husband “GH” |