Here are the double standards: If she calls him a few times a day – she is obsessive, she is too clingy, she is too needy emotionally.
If he calls to many times in a day – he is sweet, thoughtful, awe he likes to talk to me, he is missing you.

Enjoy this multiple level story! 7am: CRAP, my son needs a ride to work!  Run around like crazy getting 3 little kids ready to leave in 5 minutes or less! 8am: on my way back home and decide to stop at the grocery store and get them donuts and drinks! Continue Reading

Share it on Facebook, twitter, instagram, tumblr, every place you can share!  We need to start a movement and get help for any person who have been abused! 

many reasons but as I sit here watching Star Trek for the 5 millionth time I thought it would be neat to debate the reasons online

I have traveled all over the country…  I have been in almost every state for at least a drive.  There are so many states I have loved for the way they look as well as based on the research I have done.  I have always wanted to move to Italy. Continue Reading

I know people who actually emotionally hurt me just by how they obsess over things on facebook.  I know that is a strange thing to say but how they react to things on facebook actually causes me distress! For example: I know this guy who is in his late 40’s,Continue Reading

As I sit here in my 40’s I am reflecting constantly about my past.  What are the major events that brought me to this life?  Was there one major moment that if I had chosen the left path my life would look absolutely opposite and would I want it toContinue Reading

Many people do not know but 18 years ago I gave a child up for adoption.  I found out I was pregnant at the beginning of a separation from my physically abusive ex-husband.  On Easter that year I found out I was pregnant.  Terrified, alone with 2 toddlers, and worriedContinue Reading

After everything here gets crazy I have been gone getting life settled for a little while. Here is a tiny run down of what has been going on here: Finishing the move My son got his tonsils and adenoids removed I got my wisdom teeth pulled and experienced an infectionContinue Reading

When I say I am lonely… All of my friends tell me I am not lonely.  My therapist tells me I am angry and it makes the loneliness feel bigger.  My Ma always said I am not lonely because I have all my kids. I have always had moments ofContinue Reading

All of the moving is finally over! I am completely in the new place and feeling overwhelmed to the extreme.  New neighbors…  this means I have to enforce the rules of the house 110% of the time.  There is NO room for negotiation.  I have to keep the inside voicesContinue Reading

I had a moment, well actually several moments, this week where I reflected on this past month of October. I saw some mood swing behavior scattered all over my month. I started to analyze some specific situations and was scared that my emotions and behaviors were NOT “real” but bipolar.Continue Reading