Many people do not know but 18 years ago I gave a child up for adoption. I found out I was pregnant at the beginning of a separation from my physically abusive ex-husband. On Easter that year I found out I was pregnant. Terrified, alone with 2 toddlers, and worried
All of the moving is finally over! I am completely in the new place and feeling overwhelmed to the extreme. New neighbors… this means I have to enforce the rules of the house 110% of the time. There is NO room for negotiation. I have to keep the inside voices
I had a moment, well actually several moments, this week where I reflected on this past month of October. I saw some mood swing behavior scattered all over my month. I started to analyze some specific situations and was scared that my emotions and behaviors were NOT “real” but bipolar.
Tonight I planned to go out with a bunch of the old crew from High School and meetup for a while for drinks and laughs. We met at a place called Jeremiahs in Penfield, NY and it was great. The night started out a bit shaky for a few reason…
Is my current paranoia real or not? I have always lived with a certain amount of paranoia from my childhood trauma. I usually am pretty good about knowing that my paranoia is not real but lately I am just certain that my paranoia is spot on! Here it is in
I am officially moving this Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday! Holy Hell! I need more help. I am so not prepared for what is about to happen in my life! $550 more a month for rent plus I will have to pay for electric. Then not only that but I
Today Leo started back at work after over a month of being on strike for UAW/GM and me being the sap that I am I sent him an I miss you text this morning. I admit it was odd him not being around at all during the day and knowing
After my recent diagnosis with bipolar I have now been put on medication to help stabilize my moods. Meds are: Oxycarbazepine for the mood swings and hydroxyzine for anxiety. I hate the idea of taking any medications let alone mood related chemicals. If I am being honest I am scared