What does your dream life look like?
When I was young my dream life looked so differently that how it looks now in my head.
I dream now of having that person in my life to love and share my family with. I dream of falling asleep every night with someone that I can laugh with even when things get hard. I dream of someone who will kiss me every day several times. I dream of that guy who will want to touch me in any way… touch my hand, face, body, sex, breathing me in.
Is this dream a possibility? I have spent a lot of time settling. I have settled for the guy who could possibly be my guy but never ended up being that guy. Right now I am with a guy who is happy with or without me. A guy who doesn’t care if he kisses me goodbye. A guy who if he doesn’t see my face for a week it is alright. He is a great guy with the kids. He is a great guy with my family! He is funny and wonderful but I need someone who would be sad to go a week without my face and kiss!