I am already prepared for the moment you leave me…
Already hardening my heart and foresee you leaving me in the future to go back to her.
In that vision I have you leave me and return to her only to realize my love is, was, and would always leave you wanting with anyone else.
Thinking of her and saying to myself you have him back but his heart will always be with me. Not that it is any consolation because it will hurt me like no other could…
We are a brilliant match in every way. We understand certain things about one another that are difficult to understand for others because we are so similar and have experienced so many similar relationship traumas.
I have come to understand that it isn’t enough… Your heart will never love me like it should until I am finally gone and unaccepting of your love.
It will be a tragedy for your heart!