I finally understand although it hurts me so deeply.
I will always be judge based on the other people who have hurt you. I will always be looked at with the eye of a cynic because you are incapable of seeing me and not every other person who hurt you. You will always only be a 3 day kinda person in my life: 3 days normal then ditch… Because you are incapable of anything more.
Go ahead and sit on facebook and build a “pretend life” based on all the lies everyone posts on facebook! I hope that living vicariously through the “show” on facebook makes you as happy as you dream! I am making a plan to leave. I am tired of holding 3 days a week hostage and then being hurt by the disappearance. I am tired of me clearly not being enough for one but so many others would treat me like we were everything…
Since we are nothing to you please walk. Stop pretending we mean something when we clearly mean absolutely nothing to you.