Today I left him alone knowing that he had 3 lacrosse games for Elyjah in Canandaigua and then when I heard from him it was very short sounding so I replied in kind. He was very upset and when I dropped by around 9:30pm to give him the Father’s Day cards for him and his family he expressed that he was upset at how I was distant all day and when I got there as well.
We had a long discussion about things for a while and then had sex. The minute after the sex was over I left and came home.
I wish he loved me…
My feelings for him are big and wanting to progress but I feel like because of his actions I try to keep them on a leash.